Nearly four and a half months after the tragic and untimely death of Kim Porter, one of her sons, Christian Combs is speaking out about it for the very first time.
The 20-year-old opened up to Power 105.1’s Angie Martinez about losing his mother and how he first heard the terrible news.
“One thing I never really told anybody right when I found out the news…I was shocked I didn’t know what to do,” Combs told Martinez.
“My whole world stopped. I was really down.”
Adding, that a Chris Brown song brought him some type of comfort in that moment.
“As soon as I got in the car.. ’cause I landed at the airport.. as soon as I got in the car, my song ‘Love You Better’ came on the radio. I’m like ‘nah, I know that’s her talking to me.’ Making sure I know everything is okay,” Combs said.
The full interview airs on Monday.
As we previously reported, Kim Porter died on November 15 of lobar pneumonia, inflammation of the lobe in one’s lungs. While the cause of death was initially labeled as “deferred,” the coroner’s office has ruled it as “natural” in January.
Kim was only 47-years-old.
Diddy Reveals He Should Have Married Kim Porter When She Was Alive & Black Women Let Him Have It
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Y’all keep retweeting that picture of diddy and kim like “know what you have before it’s gone” “he shoulda loved her while she was here” how is it y’all place to speak on that? I hope y’all don’t ever lose someone & have to mourn karma’s gonna come back for that ass— arrogant sae (@jasaeeeee) March 4, 2019
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I’m jih like over this Kim Porter and Diddy thing. I think it’s blowing me because it comes off as 1 of those “damn I didn’t realize what I had now it’s too late” situations and I literally never have sympathy for that no matter who it is— Lin Mamas. 🦚 (@Linnzo_) March 4, 2019
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Diddy is the type of man many ladies should pray not to meet.... Kim Poter meant the 'everything' to you and waited till her death to show the world... sigh— Gift 🖤 (@Giftama_) March 4, 2019
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It’s so much negativity and disrespectful comments under Diddy’s post about Kim... ridiculous.— Jay 🏁 (@Javien_rakwan) March 4, 2019
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She was probably the love of his life. But he didn’t pursue her like her should’ve and it was probably because she never really left. Diddy didn’t appreciate Kim like he should’ve while she was here cause he was never w/o her. Until he was without her.— elysee💎 (@ElyseDuh) March 4, 2019
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Diddy posted a pic of himself and Kim Porter with the “broken heart”! Fans was coming for him & all he could say was he played himself not marrying her & staying down the way she did for him. Now that she’s physically gone it hurts him more. Life to short to be bullshit’n y’all— MORGZ 👑♏️ (@iammladon) March 4, 2019
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Diddy admitted he should’ve married Kim Porter and all the birds chirpin 🤧🙄— SuburbanDON (@_BIGJohnDon_) March 4, 2019
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Kim to passed away and now Diddy realizing that she was the one for him. Damn I know he’s filled with regret.— AALiYAH (@AaliyahTA_) March 4, 2019
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See diddy mourning Kim like.......you said she is your soulmate and you never appreciated her. Now she's gone and you are wishing...... this life eh— Jane K Alizor (@sleekjane02) March 4, 2019
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People taking shots at Diddy on line about Kim have no idea about their love. Kim was my friend. She had so much love for him as a friend and father. He was her life partner. Not her forever lover... but a forever love.— Jaime Primak (@JaimePrimak) March 4, 2019
Let him grieve. Pray for him or move along.
Christian Combs On Kim Porter’s Death: ‘My Whole World Stopped’ was originally published on hellobeautiful.com